If you we're me you would understand how I feel everyday
Yeah every god damn day
Yeah look
My life shattered and I picked up the pieces
There were so many like reeses
But then it shattered again,
But What the fuck was there for me to gain?
People you toy with like a game,
Nothing's the same,
I miss being little and having my grandma,
And I miss being small,
No problems,
No issues my life was good,
Happy and smiling
Now it's like pulling my teeth to even get me to grin,
God damn
What is this place? God can you even hear me?
Or what is this a sin?
Can't even laugh a real laugh,
Or chuckle with my family,
I need a remedy,
I need saved,
Feel like i'm enslaved
I Can't do anything right
Everything I try to do is like a fight
I make my friends sad
I make the good kids look bad,
Hurt everybody I talk to and love,
Whats the point anymore?
Why can't I go back to before?
Happy and young
Making everyone proud,
And glad,
Guess im a mistake,
God damn my stomach aches,
Heart hurts
Head pounding,
Im on my knees crying
Feels like im dying
Hell im tired of trying
I quit
I give up
Can do this shit anymore
What's the points
There is none,
Im done.
I Try to pick the pieces back up
But I don't even see a reason too anymore,
Why can't I just go back to before
Gonna be the same way over and over again
Everything's just so stressful I don't know anymore
People try to help me see the good in life but I can't seem to find it,
No matter how hard I try
All the answers lead me to WANNA die,
Yeah I just don't know
Lifes a wild ride
Full of ups and downs
Nobody is perfect
Alright look
My life's been a hell of a ride
I use to be ride or die
Now I'm just all die,
Depressed half the time,
Just writing down another rhyme,
Why am I even here?
I just live in fear,
But i Guess the only thing I could say I have left is my girl,
The Only thing that helps me to get the strength to pull through it,
Without her I would probably be long gone,
Escaped from this living nightmare,
Outta this world
Away from well, everything
I guess that would be better,
But who knows can't go back and change time,
Why can't I?
And why can't I just be the kid everybody wants to be?
The one Everybody looks up to,
Like he's the star player?
No instead everybody thinks of me as a player,
PEICE of shit asshole,
God damn I look like such a fool
What's the point anymore
I don't even see one,
Always feeling sad like this,
People always dis
They Never see how I really feel
And never see what builds up inside
Never see my demons inside
Just wanna help everybody on their journey
LIFES a wild ride so enjoy it while you can!

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