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Dear Rudiff,
You know, I'm thinking that I've had enough secrets
I been open-handed, and I got nothing to lose
But what's left to gain?
Is it worth all that shame?
In this world, I feel intangible, not tethered to reality
Brushing your mirror âcause it's taking my place right here for now
It's glinting so clear, every star I see is full
How churlish of me not to ask permissionâ¦
Been preoccupied with wishing that Earth would take existence from me
I'm hardly outside my head anymore
Still waiting on your approval
More times than I realized,
I was left unfinishedâdiminished
I still don't get it yet
âCause I give my everything,
But it seems even you don't have my back...
And I'm left in the corner, pushing harderâa martyr!
-The promised fracture
No, I shouldn't step forward
I done lost all of my nerve
Before my innocence splintered
And then blew away, I was dreaming better days
But no, that's something I cannot relate to
No painâcan't feel anyway
My turn to escape was a rat, and it's been displaced
I bent this way âcause you're the only person I can trust!
I'm hardly outside my head anymore
Still waiting on your approval
Well here I go, writing letters to ghosts
I just don't understand, where have you been?
Now, I planned the way this will shoot
Flirt with a lie, manâthat's what I do
If I can see it, then I can fear it
And if I owned it, I could just tear it down
Instead of staring me down,
Why don't you help me by clearing this out?
If I can't see, then I won't fear it
I always thought you would be here for me
It'd be nice to finally hear a friendly voice just like my own
I shouldn't be ashamed...
A lifeâa pulse, what more could I ask for?
Maybe I'm just feeling aged
Maybe I'm just lonely
Innocence splintered and then blew away
I was dreaming better days,
But it seems even you didn't have my back
I'm hardly outside my head anymore
Still waiting on your approval
And here I go, writing letters to ghosts
I just don't understand where you have been
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- Dear Rudiff