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Dear Lord
Please forgive me
I'm so ashamed of everything that I've done
I'm trying to be a better person, God
I need your help
Who the fuck gon' pick me up when I fall?
Waiting on my Xanax to dissolve
Eat a bar just to go on stage
Just a bottle was a problem that I just canât solve
On the âSlumerican Made Tourâ last Fall
Everything snowballed, lookin' back and Iâm appalled
Hit an all time low, had a two month binge
On that Blow, and I know you heard that song
But this real life
Ever wake up from a drunk night like you pissed people off?
That was me the whole tour
When I got home, I was so embarrassed
Had me feelin' like I need to call - Wolf
And say âSorryâ for bein' so obnoxious
And constantly actin' like a junky, a Jay
On his bus doin' bumps, in my bunk
In the dark, from my heart, and the A
God bless my soul
Demons following me everywhere I go
That temptation in my face I can't control
Trying to chase them down this straight and narrow road
Here I go
Just say no!
But I canât, goin' up to fans
About to damn near beg for drugs
Tellin' them I can get 'em into backstage
If they get me some, my self-respect was gone
I stayed up all night with Ounce and Big Henry
Then go and get a room about 2 P.M
Eating Xanax in the afternoon
Cause Iâm panicking from the Coke
My heart, donât know what mood itâs in
I FaceTime with my girl in my room
And when I finally fall asleep I make her watch
Itâs a daily routine, I tell her I canât breathe
And to keep an eye on me, just in case I stop
Look at my face in shock
My nose was so inflamed and swollen
So much abuse to it that it got infected
Itâs five times itâs normal size
Plus, I blew my knee out
Drunk, tryin' to slap box a wrestler
Up at Whistler center, about to hit the E.R
Itâs hard to explain yourself
Why your nose is the size of Gonzo's
The doc knows youâre a cocaine addict
You can only blame yourself
Here I am in the hospital bed
But instead of regret, Iâm thinking about the cocaine I left
On the bus, I officially flushed
I told my girl I'm okay, Iâll be home in two days to rest
I got home, but really all the damage was done
Couldnât go out into public without being nervous
And my dick didnât work for like a month
Couldnât bend my knee up in physical therapy
But as far as Coke and the urge, I was done
Didnât learn shit, cause I did the same thing on the next tour run
God bless my soul
Demons following me everywhere I go
That temptation in my face I can't control
Trying to chase them down this straight and narrow road
Here I go
Just say no!
Yeah..
Fuck it, give me some
I'll do a little bit
Yeah..
Fuck...
- Album:
- Top of the Line
- Next to Nothing
- Switch Lanes (Single)
- Life and Times of Jonny Valiant
- White Jesus (Mixtape)
- Top of the Line (Deluxe Edition)
- Bloody Murdah (feat. Tech N9ne)
- Ghost Story
- Compilation
- After Mornin Ep
- After Mornin
- White Jesus: Revival
- The Life and Times of Jonny Valiant
- The Life and Times of Jonny Valiant (Deluxe Edition)
- Next to Nothing (Deluxe Edition)
- White Jesus
- Last Call