Afternoon Talk contradiction

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Sometimes I crucify my heart
and gather all the morbid lies to make me better
Sometimes I versify a fairytale
and praise myself to hide my real name, face, lips, size and my clothes brand
cause there's so much contradictions
that made some afflictions
so sick
so I can't say a prayer
it's freezing my lips and my tongue
I have a conviction
It's what I called by fashion
I use it as my defense
but it just return my revenge
and I realize
I live in lies
I sacrifice my real life
let's eat the weed
because I'm so fed up to burn then smoke it
But I will never kill myself
Cause I have so many dreams that I have to reach
though I die, it won't be easy
cause I'll get up and seize all the sweet things
I never get and have

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