I've got a problem and it gets in my way
Of making new friends every single day
The people in my head that tell me to shut up
Took the day off, just my fucking luck
My mouth is a weapon
Of mass self-confidence destruction
All the innocent bystanders
Retaliate with their ruthless slander
My urges and desires aren't easy to suppress
They fucked up my day and now I lay here depressed
Dwelling on the fact that I've fucked my reputation
I face another night of endless castigation
I'm a fucking freak, a rotten creep
It haunts me every day to the point I can't sleep
Anxiety gets the best of me
I'm a fuck up from the start, guess that's how it must be
I'm a fucking freak, six feet deep
It's where I belong I could just take that leap
If you could see what's inside of me
It wouldn't even matter 'cause that's how it's gonna be
For eternity
I said some things, I did some shit
Decisions made on impulse that I really couldn't quit
I never was the best at making first impressions
But nothing ever changes, haven't learned enough lessons
My mouth digs ever-gaping holes
Every action, every word certainly takes a toll
Friendly looks morph to stares of disgust
Relationships to ashes and trust to dust
Dig myself deeper, this pit is getting steeper
The cost to get myself out of this miss ain't getting any cheaper
I need to jump ship, I need to fucking dip
Out of this state of mind that's caused my consciousness to slip

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