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All the dust is settled and the ambulance is gone
And people lean out windowsills and hum their tuneless songs.
And yet that yellow smoke go curling up towards the sky
Where he climbed up to dive.
I hear her calling out to me, sheâs laying in the back.
Iâm laying in this vacant space beside these tired old tracks.
And baby Iâm not lazy, itâs just I turned out bad.
Iâm wasting all I had.
And nothingâs changing that.
But this time Iâm gonna tell myself that this time Iâm gonna change.
Then Iâll turn around this time and do every goddamned thing the same
And as the sun goes setting on this one of my last days
Iâll just piss it away
And laugh about my fate
And dance on my own grave
Encourage slow decay
and stew in what Iâve made
and wonder at the taste.
And pretend to walk away from days that leave me dazed and grey.
And check my heart and realize the one thing that donât sway.
I love you more than anything. Iâm sorry Iâm this way.
But baby, I canât change.
And I never thought Iâd fade.