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I don't know how I got here
Wondering, thinking
I thought I was living in your will
Living up to my potential
Singing, praising, praying
Thought I was in your will
I was called to serve in unfamiliar places
Taking care of
Unfamiliar faces
Trying to reach my destination
Will I ever make it
I don't want to go to heaven
Only to find
That I never became the man that you called me to be
That I never went to places you needed me
I don't want to go to heaven
Only to find
That I had so much in me
I want to come home empty.
See I've been going though life
Trying to figure out why I don't see ministry paying off
Should I let it all out
Should I let it all go
Should I cut it all off
I thought I'd reap
What I have sown
I've sown good seeds but still nothing's grown
My family is still struggling
Going through from day today
I look them in the face and
There's no food on their plate
I'm still trying to reach my destination
Will I ever make it
I don't want to go to heaven
Only to find
That I never became the man that you called me to be
That I never went to places you needed me
I don't want to go to heaven
Only to find
That I had so much in me
I want to come home empty.