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each one filled me with closed eyes and falling
like a key for the lock to my mouth
every night seemed like an end to the dreaming
and the waitâ¦
even time screamed like the nausea ending
but sometimes the sickness came back
this every day was like a new kind of crawling along
i went in search of peace of mind
and my family's eyes
imagine all the space i'd findâ¦
please don't cry if i ask
the way to the rope my love
i'm not gonna tie any knots
i just need you to hold on while i go down
i've started to wander outside of the walls
and map out the darkness around
the first page of my map is in colour
a scrapbook for all that i love
the second page of my map is all selfish desires
and looks like the work of a child
nobody needs to know the rest of my country
i see all i need and it's mine
nobody needs to know that i can't breathe or love