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I sneak I search I feel
Through the darkness without any friends
I feel how the blood flows I feel
How the self rises
I a maze with no windows
I don't want to follow this pattern
I don't want to hold you by the tail
I take the last chance to escape
After ten years, nine are dead
I only eat liquid food
With the bottle with the ship on it
Can I lick my own wounds
I'm dirty with a swollen stomach
I only laugh when I see the day
I cry at the picture of you
Your light hair what happened to me< br/>Now I need booze every day
To cope
But I don't want to stay
Because I don't want to die
I am r drunk and crazy almost all the time
Everybody in the world takes me as a joke
Yeah look at that ugly dude
He's in the shit he is
But someday when the sun shines
Shall I crush your appreciative faces
I shall stand on my own two feet
All the world shall be my stage
Before I remember so well when you asked me
What it is that presses you
And I remember so well that I answered you
That there is something black in me
That answer must be filled in
With the answers to why why
The black I must find
And the fear I must find
And we must realize that
Life is not lived by us
Now how I drink alcohol every day
To cope
But I don't want to stay
Because I don't want to die