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I got sick of pretending
The only real feeling
Was hate for a world where I didn't fit
And I couldn't adjust
But my hate was rooted in myself
I'd had dreams and ambitions
But failing to believe much in myself
Had plunged them into the abyss
A rare feeling of joy
Had crossed my path
Several times
But my addiction to this
Ephemeral feeling
Is limitless
I didn't have the strenght to go through
The challenges of life only to
Experience happiness because
For me death was no such thing
It's independent of joy
And sometimes much more inviting than life
I was afraid of what this life might bring
I'd rather die no knowing
A rare feeling of joy
Had crossed my path
Several times
But my addiction to this
Ephemeral feeling
Is limitless
A rare feeling of joy
A rare feeling of joy