constant denial and mistrust, self-hate and regrets
reliving the utmost worst within oneself
distorting the past
shattered remains of self
achievements in denial
a defenceless trial
grudge of the damned
crushes humanity
grudge of the damned
layn upon like lead on your soul
damnation
disavowment
defeat doomed
to misery in eternity
the grudge a tyrant inside and against me
endless psychic terror no minute of rest nor sleep
a shell of nothingness fragile and weak
to not be would be salvation
grudge of the damned
smashes philanthropy
the grudge of the damned
it's lead in your veins
veil of darkness
no savior
punishment
of abnegation and despair
a luring patch of light
from the ash arises hope
escape this steaming hell
the seed of salvation
memory returning
restore the peace in mind
stench of guilt is lifting
my being redefined
smash my cage of pity
to free myself from lies
crawling to redemption
leaving to sleep and die
hands loosing grip of ground
I'm sliding back to darkness
the light my savior
a trick this place is godless
elevate the mind
to heighten the fall
exploit the weakness of trust
plant and feed the illusion of hope
let them see light let there be doom
the harpies of hell shall feed on his soul
to destroy the cursed for eternity

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