Awkward unnatural and dying inside
That's no way to feel while you try to be alive
I find myself crawlin inside my own mind
I don't know how to make it through the night
It's nothing personal that's just the way I am
I just want you to understand
My heart harbors no hatred for the world
It just feels in hell when overwhelmed
I'm at my best when I'm alone
But I need somethign to hold
These contradictions
That stop my functions
I'm desperate for a connection
But trying leads to exhaustion
It's nothing personal that's just the way I am
I just want you to understand
My heart harbors no hatred for the world
It just feels in hell when overwhelmed
I no longer have the energy
For forms of interaction
The world may see me as the enemy
But I feel like I've lost all traction
I can't, not anymore
Apologies if I make you feel
Like you're less than you're worth
I can't, I just can't
All the energy I have spent to be
Normal
I swear this wasn't my intention
I never meant to be like this
And though it's obvious to mention
It's something many seem to miss

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