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In time you grow stronger
But I become weak
And I cry no longer
'Cause I can barely speak
My bones are hollow
No kind words can fill them
It's slow but I follow
Under this skin is poison, poison
This constant fight
Makes me sure
That pen and paper
Won't find me the cure
I know it's coming
But I can't see the light
You've pushed me too far
I did nothing but try
How easy
It would be
To stay forever asleep in this bed
Trapped in this head
No I won't be numb
I'll play their games
Am I more than just a file?
Have I won?
Do they even know my name?
My name
This constant fight
Makes me sure
That pen and paper
Won't find me the cure
I know it's coming
But I can't see the light
You've pushed me too far
I did nothing but try
How easy
It would be
But the needles and tears
Don't solve anything
How it feels in this body
And screams in my head
I dread the day when I'm no longer sleeping
Or would I rather be
Dead inside
And then I wake up
And I'm still
This constant fight
Makes me sure
That pen and paper
Won't find me the cure
I wish they could see me
Feeling like this
I wonder what they'd say
If they knew I was