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I had a dream I was in North Dakota laying in a field
Where they had grown a bunch of corn
but then they cut it down
So now itâs just a place where I can lay
And pretend everythingâs okay
Because in this dream you were there next to me
Engaging in the silence
I know there was a time when I was always on your mind
But now you just seem too preoccupied
Iâm strung out on a line
But I remember in November when we met in Connorâs cellar at a show
We liked each otherâs sweaters
So we traded for awhile
I can feel it in my gut that you no longer give a fuck
Itâs like that corner of the parking lot
That's desolate and filled with all the snow
From this past winter, now itâs April and itâs still there
And itâs melting so damn slow itâll probably make it through the Summer
I was younger when my mother told my sister and my brother and me
If we cleaned our rooms then she would take us to get ice cream
But I shoved all of my clothes
Under my bed and she pretended not to see
And I can tell that you can tell that there is something wrong with me
Is there something wrong with me?
But I don't want to do this alone
I don't want to do this alone
I don't want to do this alone
I don't want to do this alone
I mailed you out some letters
And some books that I had read
But then the next week when you got them you just texted me
And said That
you
appreciate
it
so
much
I said âcall me and letâs catch upâ
But I guess youâre just too busy,
Think that Iâm getting the message
When I woke I was still dreaming âbout the field
Where we were laying in my head
Wish that I could tell you, but I can't so I went back to bed
Oh never lasting, always fleeting are the moments that we shared
I canât control it but youâre love is something I wish I still had
So I went back to bed
But I don't want to do this alone
I don't want to do this alone
I don't want to do this alone
I don't want to do this alone
I don't want to do this
I don't want to do this
I don't want to do this
I don't want to do this alone