Its not my fault that i feel this way
Everyday i gotta find a way to heal this pain
And ill walk that line til the end of time
In this life that has never been a friend of mineSick of this Life, sick of fucking breathing
soon as i load the gun up
my ass is fucking leaving
i aint acomplished shit cept for felonious crime
and its all real split when i put it in rhyme
ive been thinkin bout it every since i was a kid
and i dont think anybody care if i did
they can find my body laying in the bed
with the sheets blood red and a bullet in my head
i hate you for hating me
i will accept the sorrows of my family
close my fucking casket and put me in the dirt
seein my daughter cry, really makes it hurt
Its not my fault that i feel this way
Everyday i gotta find a way to heal this pain
And ill walk that line til the end of time
In this life that has never been a friend of mineThis life of mine's flyin by why am i here alive
why am i among the living when i feel so dead inside
my eyes never dry never will i ever try not to be
a better man and try to have a better life
every night i pray to find a way to make it right
i gotta try to stand and fight i gotta try to see the light
everyday a different struggle every time another sign
everyday i feel im loosing it and running out of time
in my mind i am free i can fly i can see
but reality is battling ive had it be in me
each step a little closer to the ending of the pain
everyday im praying on the heavens take me away
somebody's gotta hear me now im barely hanging on
and its scary thinkin maybe theres no body there at all
with the man up in the mirriors tellin me im outta lies
im gonna end it all like critical and die a thousand times
die a thousand times
its not my fault
its not my fault
Its not my fault that i feel this way
Everyday i gotta find a way to heal this pain
And ill walk that line til the end of time
In this life that has never been a friend of mineits not my fault its not my fault
its not my fault its not my fault
its too late now i just wanna take it back
as the scene fades away and the pitch goes black
i cant figure out what to say to my maker
i know he aint impressed with my actions for paper
the killa c shit was great while it lasted
the hatred for myself was what got my ass blasted
i cant remember ever in my life being happy
maybe its because i was way too nasty
i did the best i could but i know it wasnt good enough
maybe i shouldve listened when they hammered us in cuffs
now im burnin in the flame dreamin in the pain
if you let me start over lord it wont be the same
Its not my fault that i feel this way
Everyday i gotta find a way to heal this pain
And ill walk that line til the end of time
In this life that has never been a friend of mineits not my fault its not my fault
its not my fault its not my fault

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