Mom, I dreamed that you were knocking on my door
A little tense and with foggy glasses
You wanted to see me well and it was the first time
I felt like you knew how I missed you
And you hugged me while you marveled
That I was sad and almost out of breath
It's been so long since we've been hugged
And in the silence you told me I'm sorry
But a noise was enough to wake me up
To cry and to make me return
To those days when I was a child You took care of me
Where in summer sky and beach came together
While I listened to you with my old doll
The stories that you told me every night
And when smaller you cuddled me
And asleep in your lap I dreamed
But at sixteen I felt how I changed
And I saw myself as I really am now
And I felt so alone and so desperate
Because I was no longer the daughter I wanted
And that was the end of our trust
Of the small talks that helped so much
I hid behind a cold impatience
And you wanted the son that was lost to you denied
And I spent the day without returning home
I couldn't stand your sermons at all
And I began to become jealous too
Because you were almost unattainable, so beautiful
And I abandoned my dream due to lack of luggage
I threw my heart into the sea in a jar
I even lost my memory for lack of courage
Because I was so ashamed to be your daughter
No, no, no, no, no
But you didn't knock on my door
To no avail I had a dream that cannot come true
My thoughts are so full of the present
That my pride does not allow me to forgive myself
But if you knocked on my door in another dream o
I wouldn't be able to say a word
You would look at me with your very severe expression
And I would feel more and more alone
That's why I am in this very letter confused
To tell you some peace about what I think
Not to complain to you or ask you for excuses
It's just to tell you, mom, I'm sorry
And it's not true that I I feel ashamed
Our souls are so equal, so similar
I will wait patiently sitting here
I love you so much mom, write to me your daughter

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