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I swore to god that I would be strong
Never overwhelmed
But then I gave up, I knew I was wrong
Destiny I held
Tight in my hands I clenched on my plans
But then I dropped the pace
And hit by the lash I spit on my past
And everything erased
Now hidden in shame and blinded by sorrow
Searing in the flame
I look close ahead to drowsy tomorrow
And wonder of my fate
I've sneered, I've lied
I've scorned the joys of life
Yet here, this light
Humiliates me, why?
Haunted by a feeling of despair and pain
The wasted blood I drew has turned my heart insane
Bound my soul
Gone my mind
Lost in heaven and hell
An echo is heard resound in the hallway
Ascending to the roof
Then strike like a mace, rebound down the staircase
To dive toward its doom
But this is the way intended and taken
I foolishly assume
By those I have left I won't be mistaken
I won't be judged a fool
I've sneered, I've lied
I've scorned the joys of life
Yet here, this light
Humiliates me, why?
Haunted by a feeling of despair and pain
The wasted blood I drew has turned my heart insane
Bound my soul
Gone my mind
Lost in heaven and hell
The treacherous walls we've put up between us
Can't cut us from our lives
Embarrassing silences will never leave us
With cracks between our lies
They'll never extort the truth from our sentence
The pain that we've been through
I'll never come back to kneel in repentance
But I'll never regret you
I've sneered, I've lied
I've scorned the joys of life
Yet here, this light
Humiliates me, why?
Haunted by a feeling of despair and pain
The wasted blood I drew has turned my heart insane
Bound my soul
Gone my mind
Lost in heaven and hell