I was almost one of those kids
Who died before their parents
I'm bleeding through my clothes
Last night was something careless
I let someone convince me
What I believed was true
I didn't want to do it
Well maybe just a few
I didn't think it would be this bad
And I'm still afraid to talk about it
I'll blame the stains on the strawberries
And I'll medicate with cigarettes
I don't want to go outside
Cause then everyone would see
I don't want to even move
Or else I'll start to bleed
I don't want you to enable me
I don't want to live in fear
I don't want to feel
What am I doing here
I didn't think it would be this bad
And I'm still afraid to talk about it
I'll blame the stains on the strawberries
And I'll medicate with cigarettes
You know I couldn't do it
Even when I tried
Why would you waste your money
Why would you waste your time
And yet I'm still alive
And yeah I want to be
I'm just tired of this feeling
I'm lost in my disease
I didn't think it would be this bad
And I'm still afraid to talk about it
I'll blame the stains on the strawberries
And I'll medicate with cigarettes

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