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We don't go back
This life...
For a place to call my only
For a place that I call home
How can you live it up to the point where you don't give no fucks
And you're trapped in a slump and you can't provide and your life sucks
I wanna make changes but my past is so bad that I can't erase it
And people judge me off and I know I need savin'
They'd rather put me down than embrace it
I'm more than just another rapper who's trying to get famous (famous)
Rejection and the negligence I just can not contain it
You tell me it's all right, but then why am I losing every fuckin' fight!?
And I ain't kiddin' viking and prescriptions
Anti-depressants pack some and crush
Prosax still don't make me happy I don't get it
But it'll make me smile
I let the bullshit pile
And then it gets overwhelming that's when I get psycho
Suicide no I don't have an answer
I call gods name
And he reply with laughter
I was born like fuck
My brain is workin' backwards
And in my story there is no happily ever after! (ever after)
I don't got a home
Everywhere I go I feel alone
It's like I'm cut off from everybody and then trapped in the Matrix
I stare aside and I see the hoes and their lives
The deception to visualize the propaganda that gets televised
Your all brainwashed and I'm not
That's why I'm the only friend that I've got
All my old they got dropped
They more crooked than cops
Y'all are tied to society like y'all got a couple of knots!
There's blood in my veins and it pumps hatred
I hate the fact that when I rap it couldn't get me outside of this basement
The lights flicker
My minds sicker
My thoughts iller
My brain triggers
I die realer (realer)
Man this world is full of fakery
Rappers are just make believe
Fairy tales
See me they never say a thing
Tryin' to kill myself esteem
While my parents
They raised a king
I don't know where rap is taking me
Do my prayers even get to god
Because the life that I'm livin' is just to hard
You don't wanna go back the old you
Their are so many struggles that I go through
And excuse me if I sound depressed
But sometimes I gotta get this shit off of my chest
Big mind fuckin' and I feel like I'm being possessed
And because of it I feel like I can not just progress!
I'm fallin', I'm fallin'
They see it
I have a dream and I pray you believe in
Man, cause I keep standin' up for no reason
And I get knocked down
Back down
I can't even
Can't get it towards gettin' it to ya
Yeah, I'm smokin', who god
I knew who you were in the slump even though they were brough ya!
And life screws ya
And I told myself I woulda blew up
But I'm still a loser...