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When I wake I am forsaken
In my mind astir with sickness
That pinpoints my every weakness
I try to fight it off, day after day
While my mind falls into deeper decay
I don't know which way to turn
To stop this pain
I've changed my life for you
tore my mind in two
One side so sane it drives me crazy
While the other tears me down
I'll deal with the constant yearn
For the feeling of normality that you want
While I get nothing in return
I am an arsonist and I vow
I'll burn this fucking relationship
Down to the ground
I've never been more proud of myself
I can't live with two lives in my mind
Take a look inside
I hope you like what you find
I've changed my life for you
tore my mind in two
One side so sane it drives me crazy
While the other tears me down
I'll deal with the constant yearn
For the feeling of normality that you want
While I get nothing in return
And we will test the lesson that I've learned
I realize now that I've done everything wrong
Played the good guy for so god damn long
You now get to see what you've done
Now have a seat while I show you what the fuck I've become
What's wrong sweetie?
I thought you would always love me
Whats wrong I've changed my life for you
tore my mind in two
One side so sane it drives me crazy
While the other tears me down
I'll deal with the constant yearn
For the feeling of normality that you want
While I get nothing in return