The Silencer in waiting

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broken
i feel the weight of 1000 eyes
as i'm falling
i've betrayed myself for the last time
waiting
losing myself i just can't seem to breathe
failing
the ones i love and the ones who believed in me
my soul has been wasted on another life
all the times i was blined by my selfish pride
too eager to show those that i made it
i failed you
all the times i tried just to get it right
i'd lay awake at night trying not to fight
the constant struggle burning deep within
i failed you
it's a tradgedy what it does to me
wounds so deep god please just let me be
free to explore a world you planned for me to see
i want a life of beauty and a normal family
so help me to believe all the dreams i can achieve
the ones they can't concieve
because i wear my heart on my sleeve
im giving it all away
no more yesterdays
and i still won't hold back when i say
this can be the death of me
the demise of a man in waiting
how can i be strong
when i can't seem to fight it
i'm caught up in time
there are no words left in this heart of mine
slipping, falling, waiting for a sign
last rights
my mind has been wasted on
passed nights
trying not to cry out
hold tight
save your prayers for all you and let go
feel the flow and breakdown
in waiting
in waiting ive seen a side of myself
im struggling to breathe
what i've done
who i am
i can't look back
my past just seems to haunt me now
in waiting
i've seen a side of my self that no one else can see
what i've done
who iam
i can't look back
my demons will not kill me now
my soul has been wasted on another life
all the times i was blined by my selfish pride
too eager to show those that i made it
i failed you
all the times i tried just to get it right
i'd lay awake at night trying not to fight
the constant struggle burning deep within
i failed you
it's a tradgedy what it does to me
wounds so deep god please just let me be
free to explore a world you planned for me to see
because i wear my heart on my sleeve
im giving it all away
no more yesterdays
and i still won't hold back when i say
this can be the death of me
the demise of a man in waiting
how can i be strong
when i can't seem to fight it
i'm caught up in time
there are no words left in this heart of mine
broken
losing myself i just can't seem to breathe
failing
the ones i love and the ones who believed in me
waiting
losing myself i just can't seem to breathe
failing the ones i love and the ones who believed in me
there is no love left in this heart of mine

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