Colder season crept me on me
the fresh air on my skin relax the heavy summer heat as holidays close in
we filled ourselves with every comfort
whiskeys sweets and lies
and smile contently at each other
though partially disguised
and I get in my car to leave
i always leave alone
the song that makes the ache comes on and everything else slows
the heater blows warm air against my now flushed fair skinned cheeks.
Neon glow street side bars lures strangers into sleep
I swear i'm not
I swear i'm not
I swaer i'm not
lonely
ever make it to the stores to make myself feel better
thanksgiving is all over now the darkness becomes debtor
seems everyone is loved yet, im not convinced their pleased
but i saw you kiss her on the head
i wonder what im lacking
i swear im not

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