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I still remember when I first started living this thing
And you gave me the grace to make the right decision to change
My whole lifestyle was flipped most thought the kid was insane
Even those close to me my homies wasnât feeling it mayne
But still I wanted some more, I wanted to know this infinite King
You restored my heart and your glory started to stick in my brain
I couldnât get enough of your scripture I was simply amazed
By Acts, Galatians, Revelation, 1 Corinthians, James
I couldnât fathom something would happen to make me stray away
I couldnât imagine leaving my Dad that took me from my playa ways
Who rescued me from the storm, all those gray and rainy days
The one with that amazing grace, the same one who gave me faith
But recently it seems to me that passion is fading
Itâs almost like I forgot my Holy Dad was amazing
And without noticing your Word, I started reading it less
Yeah Iâm alive, but it feels like Iâm just breathing to death
Iâm Cryinâ Out!
Iâm crying out âcause Iâm weak and unworthy
Lord Jesus it hurts me, Iâm in need of your mercy
Would you please come and restore me
To the servant I used to be
When I was just seeking your glory and was content with you and me
Iâm cryin out
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Verse 2:
After you snatched you up I saw that life without you wasnât life
You couldnât pay me a million bucks to go back to shunning Christ
Iâd tell my boys the joy of living abundant life
Read ya sword seek the Lord Iâd tell em to run to Christ
But my desires much less, itâs clear that I am such a mess
My life crumbles now I stumble and I am deserving death
At first it was just not reading but now itâs leading to sin
And its been so long I wonder if Ill see you again
And the sin makes it even harder for your grace change my heart up
Each breath I take is hard the separations getting farther
Iâm scared to pray unto my father âcause I feel unworthy
To seek His face I didnât bother, yeah it makes me wanna holler
Cause everything Iâve known seems to be fading away
This thing is crazy I pray that youâd erase it today
And I know cant just sit idle and wait for you to do it
But I donât know what do Iâm crying as Iâm going through it
Iâm Cryin Out!
Verse 3:
Now its getting even worse cause my sin doesnât even hurt me as much
Why would I leave my first love I used to thirst for your touch
For your direction of my life I loved your glorious throne
Iâd put myself in the back seat and seek your glory alone
But now because I love it less Iâm becoming morally wrong
I may look the same to all the others but Lord you notice Iâm gone
You know I long to come back I miss that peace I used to feel
When Iâd reap pray unceasingly and read what youâve revealed
But Iâm not plus I got a minor depression that Iâm hating
To learn a lesson now Iâm waiting Iâm starting to question my salvation
Iâm nothing, Iâm dirt I need something to work
So Ill try the only thing that does I gotta jump in ya Word
And maybe if I read Ill be able to recapture
The things that made fall in love with Jesus, King and Master
I know itâll be a struggle but I gotta fight hard
To delight in the Christ who saved me like lifeguards
Iâm Cryin Out!