Another night poured down the drain
I am tired to feel numb of everything
A long time ago I made a pledge
How I would set the sticks on the board
So it seems that I have lost them all
In ruins lie the dreams that I once built
I know these words have been said before
But I don’t know who the fuck I am anymore
Can you look right through me?
Is there something you can see?
I have always resent self-pity
And I thought it was a fix
To feel something else
Than what it represents
I have never felt this lonely
Surrounded by the people
Who love me but I can’t give it
The respect that it needs
This mask has started to
Live a life of its own
It is wearing me out
Sometimes a person can’t exist
Without letting others down
I am not an exception
They say making mistakes
Gives us a key to deliverance
I just want everyone to know
that I am sorry for everything
Tangled by these vines of hate
I lost the game and closed my eyes
At nights when I can’t really sleep
The feeling of inadequacy takes me
In a way I’m exhausted by shame
The darkest hour will cover it all
I deny and I forget
Never had the chance to feel regret
Sometimes a person can’t exist
Without letting others down
I am not an exception
They say making mistakes
Gives us a key to deliverance
I just want everyone to know
That I am sorry for everything

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