It's been four years
Do you think that it's kinda ridiculous
That I begrudge and hold on
So pathetically like this
When it seems I'm unable to move on
Why can't my heart just play the part
And shut off and ignore and deny this
Just like you...
'Cause I'm dying to be just like you
Wash my hands clean of this just like you
Never bleed deep inside, I'll be numb and forget
Without a single regret just like you
And you've been the God
Of keeping quiet and keeping so distant
And you were so quick
To bring this story to its end
But don't you remember
Before we were lovers we were friends
But in your head and in your bed
Is wasn't hard to surrender a heart
That was falling for you
'Cause I'm dying to be just like you
Wash my hands clean of this just like you
Never bleed deep inside, I'll be numb and forget
Without a single regret just like you
Deep inside I know
There's a part of you that cares for me
I don't know if it exists or if it's pride
That still insists on knowing
Just to get it out of my head
'Cause I'm trying to be just like you
How could I ever be
Just like you...
'Cause I'm dying to be just like you
Wash my hands clean of this just like you
'Cause I'm dying to be just like you
I'll be numb and forget
I will take my heart
Shut it off, ignore, and deny
'Cause this love's killing me
So I long to be