Last Day Before Holiday believe

So I learnt to trust myself for not feeling so alone
Cause every time I needed I was there and so
Now you see me in front of you this is all I know
Will I ever find a friend at all
How many times we tried to believe in a friendship we never had
I couldn't let go, I couldn't get out of here,
I couldn't let go and I can't control how I feel
I always try to leave the past far away behind my back,
There's nothing that I hate more than pushing you away
But everybody appear so empty to me, you used to call me bro
But this is what I see, just a useless try to be good for me we have just to wait and see
Friends are changing like seasons in your life
But real ones stay forever by your side