Pile
ball blues
Now itâs really moving for you and all the clippings you saved
are you sticking with the plan or moving into said cave
or you can drag that mannequin by the ankles
through all the streets that you paved
I shined the butlerâs shoes and smiled til my teeth began to rot
I spent about three whole years explaining what I was not
Iâve made plenty of mistakes already but thatâs the best one iâve got
Iâd sing a hymn for the dead if I thought that theyâd be waking up
turning on
but theyâve got keeping to do
Iâve come close but I know Iâll never get it
whatever it was a month from now wonât amount to shit
I think Iâll still somehow find a reason that wonât leave me dead