How could IÂve let things get so far gone?
I never figured it would come to this.
The caution signs were there,
I just ignored them all, now
IÂm a fucking wreck and itÂs all my fault.
If I could say just one last thing, it would be thank you,
and now I finally see the person that
I want to be. I had made a grave mistake, misprioritized. Hindsight afforded me a look into myself. DidnÂt act the way I should, now IÂm on my last nerve, If I had another chance IÂd give what you deserve. You deserve more. IÂve fucked up everything, like humanitarian intervention. I tear myself apart like schizophrenic hallucinations. So now IÂm out here on my own, and I am on the run. ItÂs time to rethink who I am, and what I should have done. IÂve made mistakes, IÂll learn from them. I hope one day you can forgive,
I wonÂt forget.