[Verse 1]
What does it mean to be happy?
And am I getting better?
I used to make excuses for myself but itâs not the weather
Iâve tried to rid myself of my anxious tendencies
But I have to accept my head for what it is to me
Iâm not super human
Well Iâm barely alive
But I would kill to leave my house and not be afraid of the outside
So I started thinking
Itâd be so nice
To not have trouble sleeping
I havenât slept in nights
[Chorus]
So I called to apologize
For every night
I told you I didnât want to live my life
But I hung up
Before you picked up
Cause I changed my mind
[Verse 2]
I know more about plants
Than I know about myself
And if giving up doesnât make you stronger then why the hell am I still here?
Call me depressed
And tell me to get over it
Itâs not in my head
And itâs in my blood
[Chorus]
So I called to apologize
For every night
I told you I didnât want to live my life
But I hung up
Before you could pick up
Cause I changed my mind
And Iâve gotten better at getting better
And Iâve gotten better at getting better
At being me
Iâve gotten better at getting better
And Iâve gotten better at being me [x2]
At being me