I always felt so safe,
I always felt just great,
I could never,
Expected this and all this hate,
What did I ever do to you?
What did I ever do to deserve this?
Now I see the consequence.
Itâs been hell not having you here,
No oneâs keeping me well,
But I canât rely on myself,
See I created this hell,
Times have changed,
And Iâve been lying to you,
Iâve been holding this secret,
Because I know what youâd do,
Your friends will never allow,
Even give you consent,
I've brought them into your life,
But that Iâll always resent,
We made a promise,
Something that Iâve broken you see?,
This split aint even or wanted,
Youâve not allowed it to be
Iâm alright, Iâm ok,
Just forget about it,
I wonât try to complain,
Iâll just scream and shout it,
Iâm ok Iâm alright,
I feel dark just like the night,
I wonât run I wonât hide,
Cause our futures to collide
I hope your hearing this song,
Knowing what itâs about,
In this lyrical state,
To get my message out,
You can block or ignore,
Even cut all connection,
It doesnât change how we feel,
It doesnât stop this affection,
So go take refuge,
In that cowardly snake,
These ladders will lead to more sorrow,
When our hearts are at stake,
Iâm not there to protect,
From something you donât deserve,
But who am I?
I broke a promise,
Now Iâm eating my words.
I hold my head in shame,
But I'm not the only one to blame,
Secrets and lies, I have kept deep inside,
But I cannot face the truth in your eyes,
You're my worst and my favourite nightmare,
You're my enemy, You're my everything.
If the time comes and you see me again,
I hope you look in my eyes and regret choosing your friends.