i hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain
the only thing thats real
for me there is a hole
the old familiar same
tried to kill it all the way
but i remember everything
what have i become
my sweetest friend
everyone i know goes away
in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt i wear this crown of thorns
above my liars chair
full of broken thoughts
i can not repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings dissapear
you are someone else
im still right here
what have i become
my sweetest friend
everyone i know goes away
in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt
if i could start again
a million miles away
i would keep myself
i would find a way