a SweetWater Trick what if

So many times, I was fool
That's the way I'm, and therefore I will lose.
I've thought that I have real friends
Which will stick' up for me to the end
Now I feel like a trustful dickhead and so I regret.
Nothing old seems to be right for you!
What if I will die? You won't recognize!
What if I will not survive? This cold world is killing me.
Why I bleed? What is it for? And you don't need me anymore.
I have thought that you were someone other
Not the bad who abuses for own matter
Now I feel like an idiot, that I have eaten your trap.
Nothing old seems to be right for you!
What if I will die? You won't recognize!
What if I will not survive? This cold world is killing me.
What if I will never change? And be just like you?
Doing all those things that you do.
What if I will not to walk away and be just like you?
Hurtin' everyone like you do.
I'm not the monster! Monster just like you!
There's not safe! I want home! I won't cry here alone!
There's not safe! I want home! I won't die here alone!
There's not safe! I won't know! I won't cry here no more!
I won't say that it's your fault. I won't sleep if you want.
There's not safe! I want home! I won't hide if you say so!
I won't sleep in your home but I know that it's my fault.
There's not safe! I won't know! I won't cry here no more!
I won't say that it's your fault. I won't sleep if you want.