i've seen the darkness
i've felt the shame
i've been locked in hell
and only god's to blame
this guilt its buried underneath my skin and it feels like death has been pulling me in
these choices i've made leave these feelings engraved
and as far as i can see you want nothing to do with me
tell me why
tell me why
have i become a victim to the fallacies that i dont believe
dead to the world
dead as i could ever be
dead soul rotting beneath the ground that you see
bury me with the things i've seen only to be judged by the guilty
i've still found reasons to believe in the person that i used to be
trying to forget my past but its always catching up with me
theres nothing left to lose and nothing more to gain
these choices i've made leave these feelings engraved and as far as i can see you want nothing to do with me.
tell me why
tell me why
have i become a victim to the fallacies that i dont believe
i've seen the darkness
i've felt the shame
i've been locked in hell
and only god's to blame