Itâs been a hard 10 years. Do you see me now?. Iâve been struggling right here. And I am so burned out. Donât take that away from me. Itâs all that I have left to hold on to. And honesty died right at my feet. And is breathing slower and slower now. I feel so old and Iâve been here before. My heart is cold and tired. My head screams no, donât hope anymore. Just let it go. This honest tongue has been a long time coming. Please, God, hold me back now. And Iâm glad you never saw a single thing the way that I did. It was all in my head and I was just a stupid kid. And donât take that away from me. Itâs all that I have left to remember. Iâll trade silence for wasted dreams. I just want to fall asleep now. I feel so old and swear Iâve been here before. My heart is frozen lifeless. My head screams no, whatâs hope anymore?. Just let it go. So take back every word you said of how you still see me the same. And every thought thats in my head that made me think that I had changed. Replace these feelings that I had with anything that makes some sense. You said in time that I'll be fine but can it get me over this? The heavens scream youâve been here before. A fool to hope for something more. Just take my hand, Iâm shaking scared. But hold me back right here. Just hold me back right here. And hold me back right here. Just hold me back right here.
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