Abay the queen is dead

I got myself a space coat
I'd like to shoot a gun
Black pills stuck in my throat
But it seems I'm having fun
I can't contral the fear that I can't crack
But I guess that's something I just forget
I think I need some sleep
Cause I feel that I'm too tired to creep
This place is undertaken
with a certain kind of greaf
Don't tell me I'm mistaken
Miss a promise I can't keep
I can't control the fear I can't crack
But I guess that's something I might regret
Desolate out in the cold
I'm looking for something that could give me some kind of hope
I keep the future as bright as gold
I'm trying to put things right but I think I've lost control
I'm getting away as far as I can get
I wish I could stay and have some time to spend
I'm getting away as far as I can get
I wish I could stay but it's always much too late(?)
I'm getting away
I'm drifting far away
You can stay
I'm drifting far away
You can stay
I'm drifting far away
You can stay
I'm drifting far away
I got myself a space coat
I'd like to shoot a gun