Abel onderweg

I close the door
Streets seem to cry
Clouds seem to flee
I get on the bus
People seem to be watching
But I want to avoid them
Before they see me
It's long gone
That you didn't forget my birthday
You chose me unconditionally
I see the fields
Going past me houses
It's quiet behind the windows
Who can see me
In blue-lit trains
Your heart is so close to me
But it's not right
It's long gone
Your black hair and your smile
That you were the whole world to me
It is still far too deep in me
That I could share what you had< br/>You ran my hair and said
You don't know my voice
Who I am is what you see now
Do you want to dance with illusions
In your mind
Are you further than the present
Do you want to go back to your past
Does that tell you something
It is long past time
Red wine on the terrace
That you are completely the world was for me
It's still far too deep inside me
That I forgot how you saw me
That I'm so different from you
I walk into the street
/>But it will never warm me
Because it cannot embrace me
Who would see me
I would rather scream
I would like to scream endlessly
But it's not working
You are only mine now
I can show the world
That it might be better this way
It's long past time
That I forgot how you saw me
That I am so different from you