Abyss, Watching Me apart

The leaves turning yellow
As I'm trying to hold myself
All these nights we spent together
And the days we spent apart
Tell me you love me, lie
Come here and hold me tight
Three years are three years too long
I've been waiting
Does she love, does she love?
And if it's not me why won't she leave me alone?
Does she love, does she love
Or is it just me?
No doubt you've got to know me
Enough to leave me broken again
But I will prevail
Lie so dramatic
It became the truth
Feel so insecure
See what you've done to me?
I used to have this world under my shoe
And now it's pushing me down
Say that you love me, lie
Come here and hold me tight
Three years are three years too long
I've been waiting
Does she love, does she love?
And if it's not me why won't she leave me alone?
Does she love, does she love
Or is it just me?
No doubt you've got to know me
Enough to leave me broken again
But I will prevail
Everything becomes so clear
You won't let me nowhere near
Pretend, pretend, pretend
Lie, lie, lie
I don't care, I just need you around
Pretend, pretend, pretend
Lie, lie, lie
I don't care, I just take what is mine