Adept the sickness

I'm standing on the edge of life
With one foot in the air
And the other one on the solid ground
I always lived like there's no tomorrow
But lately I live like there's no today
And I can't think of a reason for me to stay
Winter came and we follow the seasons
We grew colder without a reason
We should've kept this warmth and instead we choose to bear on
And I just can't sleep
Not after this
The picture of us is fading
Like the leafs on trees with hands of fall
In the end when we'll be left
Will you remember me at all?
When you're longer out of lessons
We keep fighting the hands of time
Because time here is off the essence
I remember that time so pure and I want it back
Because I miss the feeling of being secure
So hear my voice through the echoes
Through the subtle wave of the discord
It's a drop in the sea
But it's so important that you hear me
The sun never felt so cold
How can it glow when it feels so dead
How can we love when we hate instead
Our passion was supposed to be timeless
I left my heart being restless and sleepless
You want forgiveness?
Now I want time to go backwards
To take back the years
I gave away to someone who's heartless
Well maybe I don't deserve to be happy
But since you missed your loved so company
Why don't you stick around with me?
And what you promise me from the start
You break as easily as my heart
So come and watch me fall apart
Are you listening?
Can you hear me out in this song?
Let me open my heart, let me tell you
All the way from right to wrong
Am I the one to blame?
Did I start this fire by myself?
Am I supposed to dream when these nights without you
Leave me sleepless
I just can't sleep
Not after this
Not after this
Sing it!
Oooo....
I can't sleep with these voices inside
I can't bear on this voice of regret
I can't stop till you do this time
Put your hand on my mouth so I sleep
Take my breath away
Like you always did
Come cover me so I can sleep
I am sick and tired and weak
I am hopeless and fragile and freaked
Will you sing me to sleep in the end
Will it ever end?
I am sick and tired and weak
I am hopeless and fragile and freaked
Will you sing me to sleep in the end
Will it ever end?