Against scubo

Remembering what was lost
Chewing frustration
My refuge is oblivion
Your distance is pain, again
How many more times
Do I have to listen
The stories you sell?
How many more times
Do I have to listen to
The lies that one day
You made me believe?
What is in me?
That bleeds me dry
And ties me to your memories
The pain is not seen
It doesn't let me move forward
And today I find myself alone
In this cage, which you created for me
Submerged in the depths
Of this abyss
Drowned in resignation
Your indifference to my torture
Your serene falsehood
Devour holding my resentment, again!
Returning my wounds
I was able to find
The lost innocence
Killing loneliness
Disbelieving in the illusion
Of possessing you again
And losing the fear
To leave you in other hands