My thoughts are racing*
As I stand frozen in the rain
And the cold of my clothes
Creeps into my body
Screaming in rage
I'm losing my mind
Not a soul far and wide
Follows my inner struggle
My figure is distorted
Throws its shadow into the light of the lantern
The deep black image
Swallows the dazzling flood of light
I still have hope
For answers to my questions
But only a rushing patter
Breaks through the silence of the darkness
Sometimes I wish
I could just once
Turn the flow of time to that morning
When I was still guiltless and happy
Sometimes I wish
I could just once
Lift the burden from my shoulders
Close your eyes to what is now
Sometimes I wish...
Sometimes I wish
I could just once
Turn the flow of time to that morning
When I was still guiltless and happy
Sometimes I wish
I could just once
The longing in my leaden heart
Switch into dull emptiness
My thoughts fall silent< br/>While my gaze is lost in the rain
And trickles of blood
Spring from countless cuts
Warmth penetrates me
Silence eats away at my mind
Not a soul far and wide
Follows my inner struggle
My shell sinks empty
On the asphalt into the light of the lantern
Glistening white
Erases the blindness from my eyes
I still harbor Hope
For answers to my questions
But only a rushing patter
Breaks through the silence of the darkness
Sometimes I wish
I could just once
The pain and hatred that you have sown
Retaliate in a thousand ways
Sometimes I wish
I could only once
With red steel the hypocritical laughter
Burn from your faces
/>Sometimes I wish...
Sometimes I wish
I could just once
Repay the pain and hatred you sow
In a thousand ways
Sometimes wish I
I could only seize power over your souls once.
Direct your gaze into my abyss