Alaska montclair

So why did you leave?
You left sheets stained like the windows of empty churches
I'm filled with vulnerability
And desperation, desperation is me
Now I lay here every night haunted by
A feeling that had no chance of becoming stable
I am not stable
Well yeah you're right
I did say that I would never leave
And you said you were sane
Both are lies mine just caused a little more pain
How do you feel?
Inside your skin?
How do you feel?
I lost my faith in you
I think you lost a little bit of it too
(I'm reaching out)