Alchemist the killer in my blood

Magic and sensual is the moment of rising
When all the best of you meets all the best of me
How beautiful were these months before his dying
Which brought to our carefree life this terrible insanity
I was so afraid of influences from the outside
But I don´t care about this enemy inside
What is the reason of our tragedy
Where are the roots of your desperate cry
What kind of choice was before theese sleepless nights
I cannot return it althought I try
I was so afraid of influences from the outside
But I don´t care about this enemy inside
Now I know, how I was mistaken
When I thought, that I give you the seed of life
Killer in my blood was our happiness damage
I send you this shit, that made him die