I went thru all the hate
and the punishments
I burned my dirty heart
I left an ugly stone
in it's pace
and I tried to begin again
every step I take
I move backwards
a new mistake is made
every new ilussion
a deception
oh mother tell me, is this the end?
God thinks using my head
controls the game
stops my breath and speeding up my heart
I'm just a little toy
a headless puppet
playing in a burning caroussel
for now I'm only sure
I don't know a thing
Waiting for that will never come
God thinks using my head
controls the game
stops my breath and speeding up my heart
God's using no one else
doubt turns to fact
I'll shoot my head and blow my brains away