Alise Joste unavoidable scenario

a black gloomy wave of despair pushing me down
the house gets flooded and there's no chance I'm ever getting out
getting out
and my lungs get filled with water
and I'm drowning in my sorrow
and your hands reaching out towards me
I'm hoping they would touch me
but I'm still a fool desperately waiting for something
that would never ever ever happen
so let me stay here, let me rot
let me stay here, let me get eaten up