I've given up on the apologies and promises I tried to make
And I want to blame the distance
It's not the reason why you pushed away
I'm sitting in a cell that's filling up with silence
And tightening my lungs until I can't breathe from the pain
I'm crawling through the static to try and place a memory
I know there was a time you and I were both the same
I'm sorry
I'm just trying to keep you here 'cause I'm scared that I might drown
In my thoughts
When I'm trying to fall asleep I can't keep my head over water
Sometimes I wish I didn't need you
Sometimes I wish I could start moving on
I guess we never meet the devil in the details when it all goes wrong
So don't ignore my calls, I'm only trying to reach you
I'm staring at your ghost and in this sadness I can smile
You fade into the ether where I can barely see you
You won't mean a thing to me if I just take my time
I'm sorry
I'm just trying to keep you here 'cause I'm scared that I might drown
In my thoughts
When I'm trying to fall asleep I can't keep my head over water