Alveole volume addicted

Weirdnam, meaning of pain,
Today I want you to fade away.
Darkness – immense decay,
And I will lock out all the light.
I'm not happy, I am sick,
'Cause it's so silent here.
I'm not anxious, I am bored,
'Cause it's so silent here.
I can't focus on my pain,
Since you don't disappear.
I am calling out a name,
But you are not near.
Nothingness fights my happiness,
I'm addicted to volume.
With appetite for my suicide,
I wait for my fortune.
Emptiness kills with lovelessness,
I'm addicted to volume.
In endless night my whole world collides,
I wait for my fortune.
Weirdnam, meaning of pain,
Today my pain will blow me away.
Darkness – immense decay,
My life is cut out of my mind.
If there's something going on,
I won't notice I am frozen.
But there's something in the air,
I have felt but haven't chosen.
I'm not thankful,
I feel bad 'cause it's so silent here.
And I can't stand up, cannot walk,
'Cause it's you I fear.
Nothingness fights my happiness,
I'm addicted to volume.
With appetite for my suicide,
I wait for my fortune.
Emptiness kills with lovelessness,
I'm addicted to volume.
In endless night my whole world collides,
I wait for my fortune.
I'm not thankful,
I feel bad 'cause it's so silent here.
And I can't stand up, can not walk,
'Cause it's you I fear.
Weirdnam, meaning of pain,
Today my pain will blow me away.
Darkness – immense decay,
My life is cut out of my mind.
Weirdnam, weirdnam,
Meaning of pain.
Weirdnam, weirdnam, weirdnam.