Anarbor fast cheap and out of control

I, I can't explain myself
I haven't seen myself in about six months
You, you been expecting me
You couldn't wait to see me fall apart
You're something deadly that I just can't put my finger on
You seem so friendly till it's you that has to walk the line
I'm paranoid I don't know why
I took too much and lost my mind
Throw me up, enjoy the ride
Yeah, yeah
I'm paranoid I don't know why
I took too much and touched the sky
Throw me up, enjoy the ride
Yeah, yeah
And once, once I am home for good
I'll clean up just like I should
Yeah I'll straighten up
So now, I wear a shirt and tie
I start back my 9 to 5 and my normal night
You're something deadly that I just can't put my finger on
You seem so friendly till it's you that has to walk the line
I'm paranoid I don't know why
I took too much and lost my mind
Throw me up, enjoy the ride
Yeah, yeah
I'm paranoid I don't know why
I took too much and touched the sky
Throw me up, enjoy the ride
Yeah, yeah
This isn't over
Looking over my shoulder
Curled up in the corner
You're something deadly that I just can't put my finger on
You seem so friendly till it's you that has to walk the line
I'm paranoid I don't know why
I took too much and lost my mind
Throw me up, enjoy the ride
Yeah, yeah
I'm paranoid I don't know why
I took too much and touched the sky
Throw me up, enjoy the ride
Yeah, yeah