Angil and the hiddentracks gospels

preacher now but I can't find the gospels.
A teacher now, with a consciousness.
I only wanted to make things work.
All I did was make things worse.
Though I've mostly been talking about warfare, I've never read Sun-Tzu or Shcoendoerffer.
I still no longer love you.
I will never for ever think of you.
Sunny Sundays, moody Mondays
I've grown tired, I need a holiday.