Apathy leper tides

I saw them fade limb by limb
In our well known imprisonment
Recovery was my naïve whim
We all waited for death to come
Like a bent liberation
And he came for us one by one
Extinguished a whole nation
One day they all were gone
Rotten and disfigured
Gone was the hope I rested upon
Nothing really matters anymore
This is not a life it is a curse
My heart is fighting the biggest war
The pain can’t get any worse
I don’t want to stay in a rotten dump
I am as lonely as anyone can be
My hope is featureless
Deliverance
What a relief
The rope killed all my grief
Rather dead than a zombie
Deliverance
I opened doors so many I couldn’t count
But no hope left, all there was; a disgusting reek
Superior my happy thoughts amount
No wonder my minds starting,
Starting to get weak