Apparitions of Myself reach you

The pain is much more dull now.
But it eats at the back of my consiousnes tonight.
Your heart is much more cold now.
But I can feel the warmth from years away, And I know you don't think of me much anymore.
But should this somehow reach your ear.
I just wanted you to know.
I still love you, after all these years, I still love you, after all my tears, and I tried to, forget the past but I can never forget you.
My friends say that I'm crazy.
And I don't argue with them.
They say I should have forgotten.
About all that once has been.
And I know you don't speak to me much anymore.
But should this somehow reach your ear.
I just wanted you to know.
I still love you, after all these years, I still love you, after all my tears, and I tried to, forget the past but I can never forget you.
I still love you, after all these years, I still love you.
And I know I shouldn't love you, I love you, I love you.
I still love you, after all these years, I still love you, after all my tears, and I tried to, forget the past but I can never forget you, I still love you, after all these years, I still love you.
And I know I shouldn't love you, I love you, I love you